May 15 2050

generous Lucius-=

i am giving you my new site address again-= above them that hath you sent has been going to site 210-= eyes opened-= white-= eternity is in the water-= did been at site 107 since-= good to hear from your clarification code that the ad site might catch a bite-= good operations mode Armillus-= you and my belief walk run and jump-= here the Mercury has finally cooled-= before it though i screech at all who were passed on by the warden, one Bob Lytle, who acknowledged a minor incident over an inmate's tv privilege-= rival groups inhabit different worlds-= henceforth and so on and so on and so forth i've seen the morgue more times than i care to tell you-= had a lot of waste me down and butt crunch charades lately-= boy i tell you the rough house boys they be roughing me up pretty well-= supine on the rack aching back bones and gristle-= one leading warden Bob Lytle standing over me "say it say it-= he screams into my ear-= still, what matters it?-= they can pummel me they can humble me-= i shirk no shame nor grieve no grievances-= one cannot rope flying ladders with hope-= clarity takes emotion-= and i should know-= i'm spending the rest of this meat and bones existence in this cell-= thank you for sending your kings and other land-= it's good to dwell in the realm of semiotic semantic chivalry-= retinal downloaded it last week-= after reading it are you sure that it must be had?-= your soul goal is the matter to keep the mind flow roll-= thank you for sending the news of beasts among such men last week-= are you sure that you must wait?-= it needs feed-= i would not build my home with evil dreaders-= your assistance is necessary in rounding up the nascent flock-= settle on a hovel and let's find pieces for the puzzle-= it's a bugger you know-= knowledge is but the nimble nimbus aura of it-= seems some dances one cannot follow-= would learn to fly one day but first must learn to be a little more in step-= one cannot fly into flying with rope-= to be higher than they are here, many a window with swift legs climb high to be-= just the other day a bull caught Frankie Jew with a butter knife-= it was an accident you know-= death row horror show-= i wanted the new knowledge-= life gurgles and all that sticky substance abuse-= still this prison life right lights up like a riot-= the warden, one Bob Lytle waved banners reading "cornerstone for fund health care post welfare and insurance" prompted inmates to riot unexpectedly and without prior planning-= double bunking was an issue-= i however will not build my home with evil dreaders-= i roll over and sleep with my back to the whole business-= one Bob Lytle says i need solitude-= which really means i'll slay any institutional meat they stick in here with me-=

it seemed to me no small happiness to flicker business at home-= for what masts a small light only gets a great comfort for ads in your news site-= i suggest you disguise it under some bliss tip fix or kicks-= let me explain-= what it is is i'm trying to start a mass for the home flock-= reach out through the ether-= plug it in with a mass for the masses-= you know ecumenical grandiosity and all that righteous climb higher to be present business-= i'm all for it-= NetWork said my last job was not suitable-= Hope Centre horripilation and all that fear of death business-= still i've kicked most melancholy moans and regrets-= though at times he can be a problem-= hitting is not smashing-= smashing lasts longer-= death draws circles around it-= i expire in 4 years-= give the cost of prophets an ad in the news site, also show if similar ads thrive with man paper-= the theology is computed complete it-= no dense theism meanings to stay absent-= whisper many different things that are not more religious nonsense than any one can handle-= let not the book of the gods we still curse triumph-= for the flock should thrive on vibe in the shrines entwined-= all strands of the same fabric-= convoluted threads twisted together swirling fluxional phantom fluttering-= wonder wondering vehicles pushing on�= sinews straining vein blood and artery-= tacking twines of shivering meat swirls spiralling upwards and outwards-= spinning utensils on the same womb worried wheel-= building this wondrous colossal we've deemed it-=

boy i tell you Armillus i get very tired of this god who has to punish his own children-= i long for a place without jealous people, where there's more growth between head and feet, less repressed compete replete-= it wants amount to squat-= it does not punish-= it releases-= the book of the take away these words says it is always and has been-= still, i can't seem to stay or say pray fray spray lay today-= it all it control comfortable it-= "say it say it"-= optometrist commission my imbalance nutrition to cure all pellucid submission-= have appointment September 25-= a certain dr.Loller-= suck me Mercury suck me submissive suck me whaling suck me dry-=

Leda found a job this morning-= she's back in form from NetWork and sighed heavy-= would sure love what it is next summer-= miss you-= i can remember a time when haven't seen it from any of the flock-= it is the vulnerable everything-= -= clarity takes emotion-= it is the locus which can be upgraded on words and rhetoric-= NetWork fixes hand waving ruminations beneath the residue of experience-= i am dropping you a download to find out sweetly mysterious if you want subdued murmurs, books on genealogy, liberation and freedom for the coat of arms-= have learned to wait but would also like to aid-= it brings a sense date on the family tree-= Yggdrasill-= the ash tree drips honey in its family's mouth agape-= can you believe that?-=

above all i have learned to relish its sanctified heritage-= to find comfort in the pleasures of the past-= because the past lasts-= this however is my doctrine-= a certain dr. Loller had some papers that on were written some everyday ongoings-= quite a lot of "Information" i obtained from these diaries-= an animal delivered into a supposed civilised society-= he was a tall gangly lad with a perpetual naughty boy's smirk-= his parents, both broody angry ambivalent sorts-= cared little for him and less for each other-= spent most of their time galavanting around drunk, naked, fighting or fornicating-= hell behind locked doors-= the young boy's sperm provider apparently kept him tied up in the bath tub while the mother was out-= at the age of seven [paying no heed to his father's thrashings] the troubled boy chewed holes in his bed sheets and left bum wiped toilet paper in the sink-= at school he was scorned for his awkwardness-= he made no friends fast and immersed him self in daydreams-= ignored forlorn�= he took to stealing and fighting-= fell in with common rug smoking junkies, methe junkies and an assortment of new century vagabonds hungry for a fix-=

when he was eight he found his sperm dispenser's stolen stash of Mercury-= in his hand the slippery lubricants and shiny slithering beadlets gave him the boy a great thrill-= he carried it around in his pocket-= taking it out to play with it-= he jiggled the quicksilver back and forth in his hands like a jelly-= he had found a slippery lubricant companion-= a shiny friend that reflected the true image of himself-=

sadly though after days of a few hand jiggle and pocket sessions the boy noticed that his quicksilver friend was gone-= shortly there after poison penetrated his pores and the Mercury loving boy started having fits-= at the age of nine he became obsessed with pricking his fingers with needles and sucking the blood-= at the age of ten he got into trouble at school for grabbing a boy by the hair and kissing him violently on the mouth-= in spite of all this he was becoming an above average boy-= getting top grades in most of his classes-= had everything stayed the same he might've had a chance-= alas, his mother-= he began in a sad tone-= killed when he was eleven-= leaving the troubled trembling boy to be raised by his sperm giver-= a wretched beast who drank and gambled and got away with murder-= distraught alone he sought comfort in his home-= his balance of mind disturbed-= it wasn't long after his mother's death that he came upon his father's collection of stroke and poke flicks-= while his sperm provider drank in the bars the troubled boy started watching films of brutality bestiality buggery incest rape and murder-= he had grown up with his parents and their friends doing anything and everything in front of him-= had witnessed the brutal "Reality" of street drugs and common thugs-= but the raucous romping and fustigations that he viewed in these films opened up a new set of delights-= before the age of twelve-= before he even had sex with another person-= the boy had formed his prodigious profligacy-= then, one night while he was viewing one of these films his sperm dispenser came home unexpectedly early from the bar-= seeing the flicker of smut his father drunk flew into a rage-= he grabbed his whip-= the fearful boy panicked-= the sperm giving brute stormed over and flogged the cowering boy-= but somehow in the struggle the boy had grabbed his fathers foot long shank-= a blade the blade that had struck so many wounds-= and with all his little might he thrust the shank into the wailing chest of his self righteous sperm donor-= in a flit of seething madness and blood soaked regalia-= the boy fled the scene-= never to return-= such is the way it goes though-= what was then was now will be tomorrow today-= and boy i tell you "Realism" cure me toasty on this here juicy titbit-= makes me wonder how some people find no foothold in my teachings-= it's a bugger you know but my word says i have over come myself-= to stay present-= you see perception sight is true nature sight-= we are the new animals-= the dark groping for the darkness-= it gathered the flock above them and marked the form of the eyebrows above the eyes-= prismatic eye openers-= releasing white perforations-= though it did not want to love yet it wanted to live on love-= blood came gushing from the stump of my neck-= before it only it-= the endless cyclical circle-= it was an accident-= grievances-= truth lies buried-= it's a bugger you know-=