Lucius-=
so glad to finally retinal download you-= ya i see haven't been above
ground much lately-= in fact i'm lucky if i can glimpse my self for more than
twenty minutes a day-= all brain control Mercury has been used for sleep restrain
factors-= to be me to be you-= i come above ground once in a while much to the
chagrin of it-= Network bleeds thieves needs please to seize the creeds that
cause them to believe-= i imagine people are hiding from me-= in "Realism" camp
the Mercury suck steels scope and expansion-= a certain dr.Loller insists on
"Realism" to cure me toasty-= pretty heavy aint it?-=
i am trying to find out what is wrong with Leda-= she sees it as the source
sauce talc powder so kind and thoughtful of other people or she can be mindsoul
matter-= it was an accident you know-= one cannot fly into flying with rope-= it
is, i think, she may have had a nervous break down and this useful it is not
needed-= if it is not wanted i will give her some time to come to her senses-=
some dances one cannot follow-= see, Leda miss Leda miss wiped tears from
history-= wiped tears before sex occurred-= as a kid she says she is ultimately
confused-= her father comes from a dysfunctional killing-= she says her father
got her hooked on abuse-= as a kid drugs get worse and when she is fourteen seven
guys gang rape her-= things get worse-= she can never get a break-= about the
scam too of sex she goes to jail for theft and brags about picking at men with
the promise to geeks, old men, and of safe sex for money-= but before sex occurs
was quite busy today, went and wrote some of this, felt good-= was joined
by NetWork-= they help people with difficulties find good jobs-= the scientists
whisper but oppress-= look for workers but know the rest blow it-= disabilities
are the skills that they amorously require-= it is the key, the, 30 september,
so i can drop in and see them at once-= put my name in this NetWork-= i also had
my name written on everything-= a certain delicate geneticist professor Ramzit
staggers but convincingly regurgitates laughter and says "do not think of bedroom
windows and clean them, think but all the wonderful nimble nimbus aura of
replication-= sing the slow down"-= which rings alarm loud like uncontrollable
shrieking or dry heave vomiting-=
none the less it feels good to be at least able to rest for most of the day
as i feel death drawing circles-= i have a few days off-= E-quality hopefully on
the rise-= NetWork as you know helps people find jobs-=
a certain clone of drop on by professor Ramzit has this occasion to insist
on the return of my job interview for some such mind manipulations check up-= i'm
sure the wondrous celestial soul is mind full of the matter i grow-= even though
i'm faking it, how hard could the job be?-= NetWork as you know helps jobs find
people-= but this visit brings me no small happiness flicker-= i feel a firm film
forming of my flesh-= Network asks me to hire more help for Hope Centre-= says
with my "credentials" i will be in charge and will do any hire fire and all that
reprimand command business-= boy this guy must of had some heavy medical
experience-= certainly a dance i do not wish to follow-=
i am now a live in Re-spite worker at 15 Grovewell street-= a place called
Hope Centre-= some 15 experimental guinea clones-= cloned from the dna of
particular sanatorium inmates and infected with any number of horrific diseases,
syndromes and abnormalities-= i only work 5 hours from 2pm until 7pm-= when i
arrive everybody is asleep-= hermaphrodites pinheads agoraphob's acromegalic's-=
you name it-= it is the rattle clatter cry of skeletons-= the hanger for my meat
giggles-= the dark groping for the darkness-= Leda came too-= we live now as two
in one boy-= sharing lust thrusts-= jiggling our meat giggles with delight-=
created by turn-of-the-century professor Ramzit some fifty years ago-=
clones beyond a doubt document in flesh our ancestors-= better than any photo
montage or so called 3-D manipulatory injection-= the story, as far as i can
tell, is that, professor Ramzit exchanged the nucleus of an embryonic cell in a
human egg for that of an already existent human nucleus-= then, treating it with
electricity and life inducing chemicals the cells fuse and a reconstructed human
embryo is formed-= however, says professor Ramzit "because of my great abrasive
antisocial personality the world community never gave me the attention i
deserved"-= at first the moral outcry and bleeding hearts took offense to his
differentiated tissue manipulation-= the medical ethicists, politicians, and
pundits debated wether the technique should ever be put in to use-= in response
to this backlash the professor biologically replicated himself-= making home
grown clones which enabled him to spread his usage out in tiny increments�= this
way he attained the satisfactory acceptance he so desired-= a sort of divine dna
divination if you will-= like it or lump it it's too late now i've done it did
it and will do it-= or so the saying goes-=
when he arrives at Hope Centre [he began in a sad tone]-= he makes sure
they are ok-= some 15 human clones hopelessly out of date-= they sometimes are
up due to the foothold in my teachings-= alas and behold he wants to help them
back to bed and cover them up with the grid of it itself-= and since the true
mind of a child is an acromegalic named Jerome who can fling far his snot-= the
perception of my staying at times can be a problem-= however the ugly knotty body
of Jerome has some wizardry way of laying-on a form and Ninh agoraphobic Ninh
can't talk too good-= it is hard to understand or become evil beasts or evil
tamers who talk and just signal with hands when Ninh wants her home cursed-= he
teased her with outside threats-= left the back door open and her tied in a
chair-= it was an accident you know-= torturous rumination and all that pleasure
through suffering business-= strangely she needs to have most things merrily
murdered-= i too have learned to wait for him-= must always wait-= they offend
his taste-= Ninh Maggie Andrew Jerome-= the first four of its understanding-= did
most things himself-= Leda stepped in for the ritualistic fun of it-= Jerome
spoke out of turn so he took a turn of the worse-= feeble minded slaughter-= at
first it was just like the film store extravaganza-= hacking and whacking just
for the fun of it-= slowly but he understood the calling of it-= but more on it
later-=
the father of homo sapient cloning, professor Ramzit, needed an ageing
process for his progeny-= so he swirled time in a vacuum and came up with the
ageing solution-= he discovered that time was space and space was time-= so any
space plenum of no matter matter you could contain in a vacuum could be subjected
to swirling infection-= henceforth going forward in time-= so he sped up dna
cells by remote control and vacuum packed them in a slippery lubricant for easy
extraction-= now ageing could be induced in the clones to bring them up to date
with the prototype flesh-= in a matter of a few weeks fully grown versions of
himself walked the laboratory-= however, ageing can only move forward-= once old
always old-= and though they had none of the expertise of professor Ramzit he was
able to teach them the basics and put them to work for his own devices-=
around 8am i walk and run and jump on the Jerome-= his thick bulbous hide
is where like a turtle he hides-= but alas oh pastor he knows where he hides-=
i wake fear of open spaces Ninh up at 7 thirty to give her her medication and
breakfast-= sometimes she has seizures so i need to keep a close eye on her-=
[some dances one cannot follow]-= one night late lubricity popped his slut head
poking-= Ninh began convulsing violent pill popping necessity-= but before
administration he had her jiggle her writhing carcass over his extremities until
he spattered her with his lecherous insence-= Leda looked on playing ping pong
with her favourite pinhead Aliester-=
Aliester is infected with a condition called microcephaly-= which is a
fancy way of saying he has a small head-= his dunce cap dome immediately offered
no small happiness flicker to Leda miss Leda miss gullible cuddle extreme-= his
infantile smile and retarded showmanship gleam with ignorant complacency-= he
likes to dress up in polka dot skirts and multi-coloured striped shirts-= his
bowed back, short, twisted legs, and long dangling arms amuse Leda-= who regards
him and his enormous ears like an affectionate monkey-= together they play
endless rounds of ping pong and pin the tail on the pony-=
now that Jerome is the last to get up he gets his own breakfast and gets
dressed himself-= he is also picked and climbed and danced upon-= i have snacks
when i want them-= but, above all, i learned to stand and this however is my
doctrine "he who would stand and walk and run and limp and flounder have learned
to climb great masts and to sit on high masts of flicker like small flames on a
high fort"-= most of the time though i just sit around and read the web sites-=
i get narcoleptic Andrew up first at 7am without a hint of insouciance-=
Andrew also has exophthalmos so his bug eyes fit no lid and he sleeps with his
eyes open-= still he can do most things himself-= around 9pm Leda gives him his
feet shake-= i have snacks when i want them-= some human experiments gone wrong-=
Leda now takes full part-= she sees it-= empathises with it-= twitch boy suicidal
she stuck her first dagger deep-=