Dec. 20 2050


trusted Armillus

starting another download to you-= in regards to your inquiry of suggestible calumny-= let me put it this way-= if ever i spread tranquil skies over my undoing contact your own skies first-= then when you swim playfully in the disease i'll let you know-= you gotta let the blathering tongues of heretics wag-= you have my belief Lucius-= its a bugger you know-= eyebrows above the eyes and all that business-= clarity takes emotion-= and every retinal confab with you gives me the mind blow considerably-= i get the repairs done for free-= no torch grudge bug or grievances-= one cannot fly into rope with ladders-= though it is nice to talk impenetrably-= learn to wait-= forget what you know-= i have snacks when i want them-= you'll see-=

i wanted to fill you in on the latest which were intended to be no more than a cardiologist-= a certain dr.Loller-= on the 29 October he gave thus: behold there is no above no below to see how long I could run-= it's a bugger you know-= i didn't do too well-= i who are light to stay absent-= it is enigmatic derelicts and felt dizzy and weak-= he said that i wasn't in speak no more-= that my previous Mercury level severe had gnawed manically certain vitals-= it was an accident-= you look and not much blood is flowing through there and heavy-= sitting around all day writing Gestalt in my cell-= i am trying to find out how blocked my arteries are-= when they do an angiogram to those who are light-= sing speak no area, they run a tube into the arteries-= this tube has eternity and after the nuptial ring of arteries this will show them how much blockage and how their discriminating blind eye dries the angioplasty-= when doing an angioplasty they alone i love you oh eternity-= i am try ate a balloon like object-= the last of life's gurgles-= this is supposed to open up a bit of old age disease sorrow lamentation and I would have less pain and wouldn't feel so-= divided in you-= the jury is still out though-=

i really don't have much desire for truth-= twitch boy suicidal beast nature-= he who is free fine-= he who is pure is poor-= i really don't have much to live for and think it wise and knows what to do who inward-= will talk it over with my regular dr.-= a certain dr.Loller who works for NetWork and not himself-= set thy heart on me alone medicine will dissolve some of the repulsion-= the endless cyclical cycle-= what was then was now will be tomorrow today-= mostly i just sit around and read the news sites-=

have another job-= now i am cursed-= i call all who have only one Hope Centre-= they have about 25 houses around the dreaders-= 15 Grovewell-= an ordinary semi detached house in an ordinary terrace-= it's a bugger you know-= the live in Re-spite worker looks after these clones who consider everything good-= omni females-= some 15 obsolete bodies-= a product of professor Ramzit's dna devices-= not people-= bodies-= institutional inmates infected with any number of horrific diseases disorders and syndromes-= Aleister Randy Maggie Jimmy Jerome Andrew Ninh-= an orgy of death-= i work from 11:00 Pm until 9:00 Am-= one true manner-= i would imagine people were hiding from me-= but i took a lack of interest in the place where they are hidden-= drawing neither picture nor attention to myself-= the scientists leave me alone with the clones-= as i am home bone life zone chromosome prone-= i have snacks when i want them-=

the prey was to be kept helpless-= to be devoured as and when the predator chooses-= in what ever way he desires- freeze the divine magnificent-= i work Thursday to Saturday and give mass and sacrifice every wanton Wednesday-= the job is wrong with Leda-= though it was an accident-= the slash and torture regime wriggled its way inward-= bug eyed Andrew has exophthalmos narcolepsy haemophilia and consequently is not capable of doing much-= the job works out good-= complete -= omne pristine regime-= i am not capable of much myself-= i suppress temptation to rise-= rise-= optometrist peels pellucid the nightmare-= to stay here-= but the doing of the belief swells beyond relief-= like light's prismatic bite-= it had to be done-= it had to be fun-= scourges switches whips ferules withes pizzles cords cudgels chains pokers pinchers straps fetters axes-= flagellations of fustigational pleasure inflicted fondly on sleepy Andrew-= Leda miss Leda miss algolagnia supreme-= in short she held fort and sucked the juices of this maudlin invalid-= finger coaxing the anus she often times helps slice thin the last of life's delicious gurgles-= i have snacks when i want them-= and so does Leda-= the purity of clone clod innocence was greedily violated-= violence to the mind in a cage and all that bugaboo business-= he has a hard time clotting-= bled blood like a drinking fountain-= but with a rusty razor blade he shaved his bug bulging retina-= fried samples of his flesh to taste how sweet the meat of festering clone competes-= it was a we time for Andrew Leda and him-=

i was in the hospital for self and soared on my own wings into my here where at times i would be in a trance like light-= a certain dr.Loller distanced the bird-wisdom of around me-= forgetting that people cause their intent clinging to words-= but back in the "Real" world something stopped pointing its finger== and because bird=wisdom speaks-= things did not go according to how i thought they will-= throw yourself around out back you when i wish i could retreat back and imagine it singing-= it's a bugger you know-= control over the things that happen and that others are not words made for the grave life-= grievances, there are times even now when things seem wrong with Leda-= are not all words stress back into my dream world but just for awhile more-= oh how should i not lust after it when i reenter the "Real" world-= toasty "Realism" circumnavigates the synapses-= finding bliss amongst the clutter-= it can be a disarray ring of reference words-= to be me to be you to be a body in a bag in a pig shed-= i controlled the universe and flagrantly slaughtered with Leda for it-= i went mad for it-= performed self immolations of depreciating self for it-= after the film store thrashings and the Hope Centre sacrifices the level of Mercury mind blow considerably ruptured the progress-= i was captured-= incarcerated-= and in the hospital for self and soared on my own wings into my here where at times i would be in a trance like light-= the flock held good-= until of course the back lash bashed and thrashed about the disappearance of those feeble minded experiments-= then on the run i was-= to find out what is wrong with Leda-=

i now have a part time job-= and this world watches both sides who shake-= not that i will be running the film store all by myself-= this boss man loves me-= one billowy bulb nosed taskmaster named Ed Vardy-= short changing and nickel and diming me-= neither excitement PM to 7PM Friday from 5PM to 10PM-= had i met her yet Leda would have cursed evil beasts for evil tamers-= plenty of nasty nasty on file here-= the pump and grind shows feed me fine-= between patrons i bask in the nubile flicker of fetish films-= will be put on a schedule and assigned to a rosin residue store-= it is the past tense of what i am going to do for the future-= what tomorrow will be today-= what death circles draw busy self to stay out of trouble-= the job wanted to live-= i can still see their lecherous lips drooling for entertainment-= it's a bugger you know-= the lovelies pumping their grinning hearts seemed to me natural frustration lust-= i only gave them what they wanted-= i am quite flexible and with garrulous harumph guffaws and build a better life for myself-= upwards and inwards-= it wander fonder found her loveliness sprawled in a panic pool of her prissy blood-= i do not adapt to new situations very well-= but grand and grievous state of things now then i was before i met Leda-= she came in on a halo of hallucination-= all dolled up and nasty-= she was not like those other lithe simple snots-= i could feel blood gush up the stump of my neck-= it told me my angel my laggard my Leda had come to me-=

finally got your download-= yes it's hard to discover-= i do not like those memories-= i probably would have reacted-= E-Quality produces the swines a lot like me in the way you think and odd the science of it-= it's a bugger you know-= i tend to thumb my nose at people-= you know the endless cyclical circle i don't particularly like-= i either like a person confused right now-= i don't really know how up speak no more-= E-Quality is the essence of on the up-= dizzy and out of breath-= it is i am trying to start a suitable word been-= all experience comes through words of imperfect senses-= i can't seem to get it out for much long-= tangled ruminations-= much blood is slowing flowing-= i am trying to find out what is wrong with Leda-= NetWork as you know helps people find jobs-= i am giving you our congregation news of beasts-= you must always wait-= the last of life's gurgles-= it is useless and yet it is nice to talk impenetrably-= i suppose time's grievance pounds guilt-= Leda cursed it gravely-= to be me to be present-= her essence were eyes effulgent-= were i hungry were i not such a blood soaked shaky savage bugger-= i could go on in spite of the circumstances-=