June 15 2052


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thanks for the download-= haven't heard from you since returning downloads since this it seemed like you had disappeared off my need to mentally rearrange-= if i swam playfully in the disease let me know-= it is nice to talk impenetrably-= o comprehend the future card of your address and because you had the commissary contribution moved have you received the new address of my most recent set back?-= could you please download them to me-= i live to prepare for the very often-= Leda never writes back but it holds for me-= i've been slow in the library to see if they had the functional list i gave you-= you can't hope ladders will swing into flying-=

after conducting numerous to check tests to verify most of the tests a certain dr.Loller found me normal and is deeply or directing influences to induce familiarity with the norm-= perhaps through diagnostic power and the hundreds of questions he substantiated the verdict with a tool instrument technique repeated at intervals-= he tried a test called Disassociative Reaction or No Coordination Of Business Act-= the correct answer naturally was Yes-= see, i have controlled intelligence, i'm a reserved one who controls as a picture and tells a story-= sickness in body strength in mind clarity takes emotion-= one leading warden Bob Lytle tries his best to break me with these test-= i will not build my home with such evil dreaders-= no heavenly barbed wire float the window-= and the act of torture entices others to reflect its likeness-=

now that i have been completely under test influence for remorse you have to have two of them present in the room-= the adjectives were by their own results very experimental if effective at all-= a group that is part of the way things ought to be tests require the extensive operation of a machine apparatus and if you don't have that, forget about it-= one could say that their utterances or performances of Multiphasic Personality allegations give no evidence or experiments that cannot be answered with some unusual habits-= their opinions regulate to have power over you-= such as, do i think about things of balance?-= laughably in no way does their authority guide or maim-= the TAT or Thematic Apperception Test is geared to forgot every artistic medium derived from it-= the Rorschach or Interesting Mumbling Activities has a production object that underlines those other biopsychiatric brain washing examinations-= a certain dr Loller and his colleagues have experimented on everything, save for some emotional attachments that know none of us have a standard awareness of mind-= no explanation or control experiment proves that killing induces practical seizures-= no psychosis, no control mechanism are used psychologically as an emotional fear system to organize an index consisting of mental illness, mood swings, biochemical imbalances, and low serotonin levels-= the searching theory of personality or spirit is a deliberate lie question theory which is disproved on a spiritualistic medium to be too bad to talk about-= it can cause illness and upsets the sequential commands at the automatic level of behaviour-= i have convinced them to exercise a restraining perception Test to look at the action of an ink blot test-= in the use of this personality regulation the electroencephalogram administers restraining procedures-= lesions of the brain and all that other biological imbalance business-= comparisons in judging [as an organism culture] to regulate or guide have given them baffling results-= the bumbling buffoonery gives me nothing but a smirk-= it toys with them the way a cat does a mouse-= first thing i grin for in years-=

i am trying to find out what is wrong with Leda-= she sees it as some sort of uncontrollable factory litigation-= what ever that means-= NetWork slows down the rebound ground and portends to derive enigmatic joy from gestation-= but Hope Centre is alive with regurgitating laughter and any muscle relaxants will be distributed by yours truly-= as i am the conductor-= the miscellaneous maestro muse meandering on the decapitated head of Aleister the pin head-= as we crawl grovel through the shirks and pains of regain and blame Leda miss Leda miss repeat the sheet bleed ya has seemed to swell in a region conducive to replenishing this sad but capable mammalian regime-= now, due to other strenuous modern day restraint factors certain snip and scrotum procedures had been applied to me early on before infancy-= causing my sterility-= so the swelling belly of Miss Leda seems suspect of a certain deceased fondling freak by the name of Aleister-= to hide deride she tried-= though the world be deceived by ornament i will not build my home with those who fear evil-= innocent animals throw farther the hardest stone of derision-= birth within chaos must enable a dancing star to have one give the best power-= succulent surreptitious events hid not from me what i knew to be-= with a pealed ear i listened every dawn for what would inevitably wander through the hippodrome and hang like a vomitorium over head-= caught with her head in the porcelain Leda could hide no more-= a clone infant was not the remedy ahead of me-=

anxious genital organs and other workings of the womb-= death drawing circles round the circumspective circumference of clones-= it seemed to me no small happiness flicker to root out the nonviable freak fetus with a twelve inch metal pipe and other tools of exemplary extraction-= on the table in the stirrups-= expulsion swabs from the vagina and anus had first to be taken-= Leda sobbed on the swabs tainting the experiment-= if one doctor doctors like mamma universe the brute who tramples over piles of corpses will pursue nothing but the gratifying whim of the immediate moment with a cork screw on top-= after all, it is the history that conjures up what seems like a murderous end to those who care for the mindless-= digging around in the womb of mamma universe-= utensils spinning on the same womb worried wheel-= the little bones, the deformed fingers and the predictable sharp point of the cranium all looked surreal as they flew across the room into the mouth of the trash can-= if one doctors the doctor he is doctoring mamma universe-= the dark groping for the darkness-= i could not and would not allow such drivel and uncontrollable buffoonery run amok in my world-= i sent the fetus away to encroach itself with it-= it, all it and nothing more-= it with a stress test do you describe that which neither is nor is not-= sure it was painful for Leda, but she'll get over it-= one cannot rope ladders with flying-= it is the swing i hope on-=

now, timorous sesquipedalian retreat back into a world of rushing grievances and shady century turning mammalians-= i have dug deep, crevice deep-= according to his diaries all centrifugal nuances had been tweaked to the highest levels-= quite a lot of knowledge i obtained from these books-= safety in the past and all that historical significance business-= Mercury assailants promulgated his senses into a twisted mass of seething-= all measures of guilt repentance and remorse hung hang indifferently on the washing line of memory-= happiness without pleasure-= pain without tears-= weary of the old optic the infant had grown from a baby to a boy from a boy to a man-= careening the streets of a new century-= hell bent on gratification and dominion-= turmoil moiling-= a body within bodies-= he had educated himself on the books of geniuses and madmen-= through "Information" he concluded compassion as a chimera of supremacy-= realised that clarity takes emotion and that the endless cyclical circle swirls unbenounced to the majority of nay sayers and moon bayers-= the kid the boy the man the loner the poet the prophet the animal the lover-= had regurgitated the laughter and promulgated the senses as the true secret to the fibres of the grid-= pellucid diaphony to strangely see compellingly in the back alleys and laundromats he held his face fate and gait high-= a life of suffering and pain had imploded itself into an arid being of Promethean strength and pith-= according to the diaries the young man's brain now contained an extensive knowledge of world religions medicine philosophy and criminology-= sex games were not games in the way they think of them-= they where rolling admonitions of sadism and gripping gratuitous gratification-= no Freudian slip the knot over the noose and whine about your mamma's ruse-= the semiotic flicker of "Information's" glare brought about equilibrium, confidence-= an assured calm presence that could charm a rat out of its cheese-= the stirring had seduced him-= and nothing would ever be the same again-=